I’m having one of those thoughtful ponderous days where I really just can’t decide what I would like to do with my life. Yikes. Running off to the Himalays, taking a vow of silence and becoming a She-Monk is one, Basket Weaving is another, and of course there’s my dream job…Pole Dancer, the only thing with this career choice is that there are a couple of physical attributes that would need to be addressed prior to or I simply wouldn’t make much doing that (tips in my g-string make my living…!)

I’m disliking my industry right now therefore the idea of a new venture is bobbing around in my never-tiresome mind. It would suit hubby well if I were to quit, for he has made it abundantly clear that he would like me home and there to service his and the family’s every whim without further ado! The chances of that actually happening are slim to nil…I must admit it would still constitute my much longed-for-at-the-moment change. BUT!…the minute the words “then you’d have to change your spending habits” were uttered it the thwarted any further thoughts being remotely entertained!

Going back to school is also a strong contender in the “process” – if I only knew what I wanted to be when I grow up! As part owner of a “fundraising and entertainment” company, the possiblity of pursuing a career down that path is largely possible/beneficial. Looking into this one…

Hubby’s old boss has offered me sales positions within his extremely successful, ever growing, IT company many times, as recently as in the last few months…but after his drunken proclamation that he would really like to sleep with me I think it best not to pursue that even though I could make very good moola! (yes hubby knew this minor detail and was less than impressed!). Then again, ya never know!

So that all said, who knows if I will ever make a change. Just know that I’m seriously thinking about it. Or am I just PMS-ing? Perhaps these silly mindful shenanigans will go away in a few days though could all be duly satisfied with a good shopping trip (which means making it all about me!), sun/sand/sea or a girls weekend to anywhere!

I should just become an actress and be done with it!